Archive for May, 2009

Its cold…
Snow cascades outside -
Its somewhere, but not here.
Comin down in buckets. I cant touch it,
But I feel it.
Its cold…
Hatred explodes outside -
Its everywhere, even in here,
Taking me under, so consuming. I cant feel it,
But I can see it.
Its cold…
Feelings forming outside -
Love everywhere, except for here,
I’m so jealous…for I can see it,
But I cant have it,
And its so damn cold…
Snow cascades inside -
It’s here, while I’m elsewhere,
Looking inside, so confused. I cant feel it,
But I can touch it.
Its cold…
Hatred grows inside -
It’s so rare, found only here,
Emotions ablaze, consumed with pain, I cant see it,
But I can feel it.
Its cold…
Hearts breaking inside,
So lost, tired of this loneliness,
Not so green anymore, I need to have it,
And I’m lost without it,
Without a hand to hold…its cold.

What can I say?
Words so unimportant that
I need to scramble the message,

SO let mii DecOrATE it in some
r1Ð1(µ£0µ$ (r42¥ m4nn3r…

[[wrap]] it in r4nÐ0m $ymb0ls
to disguise my guise,

Never really caring how I sling lies,
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(and I really shouldn’t be suprised..)

wh3n s41d l13s
st4rt t0 c4ps1z3
m¥ dr34m sh1p,
m¥ 3nt3rpr1s3..

It’s so hard on the eyes to see you flail by yourself,
Wracked with the pain from the stress on your eyes once
You cast aside that one freedom and just fuck up your
Flow.

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I never really understood
<<::==[...w3££ h1ÐÐ3n...]==::>>
Between shit people cant understand,

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(and the hidden lies I decorate to attract the attention I deserve…)
Fuck who I step on, and
Fuck who I |-|µ|27…

I’ll say whatever bullshit to make this work.
To make people talk, make the topic about me.
Whether proud, or
Whether they speak negatively…

TheY WiiLL TaLk @BoUt ME.

me…