Frostbitten

Its cold…
Snow cascades outside -
Its somewhere, but not here.
Comin down in buckets. I cant touch it,
But I feel it.
Its cold…
Hatred explodes outside -
Its everywhere, even in here,
Taking me under, so consuming. I cant feel it,
But I can see it.
Its cold…
Feelings forming outside -
Love everywhere, except for here,
I’m so jealous…for I can see it,
But I cant have it,
And its so damn cold…
Snow cascades inside -
It’s here, while I’m elsewhere,
Looking inside, so confused. I cant feel it,
But I can touch it.
Its cold…
Hatred grows inside -
It’s so rare, found only here,
Emotions ablaze, consumed with pain, I cant see it,
But I can feel it.
Its cold…
Hearts breaking inside,
So lost, tired of this loneliness,
Not so green anymore, I need to have it,
And I’m lost without it,
Without a hand to hold…its cold.

Pallettes

What can I say?
Words so unimportant that
I need to scramble the message,

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to disguise my guise,

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It’s so hard on the eyes to see you flail by yourself,
Wracked with the pain from the stress on your eyes once
You cast aside that one freedom and just fuck up your
Flow.

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Between shit people cant understand,

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(and the hidden lies I decorate to attract the attention I deserve…)
Fuck who I step on, and
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I’ll say whatever bullshit to make this work.
To make people talk, make the topic about me.
Whether proud, or
Whether they speak negatively…

TheY WiiLL TaLk @BoUt ME.

me…

Personal Space

Lead life in the bubble
Only present lit, future and past left
in darkness bleak; here I will crawl.
Roll my life and the bubble along,
taking gracious care not to let it pop.
Never let the dark inside.
With a forgettable past, and future unknown,
Present is all I have;
All I have is the present.
Forget about yesterday, for tomorrow arrives soon.
Forget about yesterday, for tomorrow comes consistent.
Shining silver lining tells me there are
Better things to come soon, so
Try as you may to change, try
Try in futility. Try, try away.
Just never forget to do what you want.
Dont you ever forget just to do what you want.
Inside your bubble, be happy,
Smile inside, and shine your light.
Weakness comes exterior, posterity lives within,
Scattered amongst the evil that
lies benath the skin.
Posterity, within evil that lies beneath the skin.
It’s really no wonder, its the way of the world.
Never let it get you down.
Never let it break the cycle.
Lead the bubble-life, it provides the light.
The strong will paves the path.
Those who follow their spirits, kindred
will see that their true strength comes from within.

Marionettes

Today, I’ll give you something new to wrap your brain around.

We do not use our heads. It’s a fact, pretty much. We just do not use our heads. We have lost the ability to think for ourselves, and we become lifeless puppets who just dance on strings and do what we’re told. On top of that we are naive. We are totally ready and willing to believe things that we are told, ready and willing to bank on everything that we are being told is the complete truth, and ready and willing to believe that the entire story is being told to us.

If you disagree with this notion, then I ask you why havent we DONE anything. Our government has been horribly corrupt for decades, possibly even as long as its been an organization, and its in the rules that we as a people can take up arms and overthrow them entirely….BUT a coup d’etat hasn’t ever happened. We let the corrupt people root themselves and their ways deeper and deeper and you sit there and allow yourself to be controlled.

Think about it for just a second and a half. It was said that the rate that technology grows twice as fast as it did before every time there is a new revelation. And this holds pretty true, because I’m sure if you spend a good 500 U.S. dollars on a ridiculously powerful video card for your PC, something will come out in a couple months that makes your bad assed video card obsolete. It holds true for plenty of things. I’m into gaming, so I’ll go to my interests for a quick example:

The Playstation 2 game console dropped in the last quarter of the year 2000. Four years later the PS2 had a makeover, it was streamlined and compacted. Another 2 years after that, the Playstation 3 drops. In 4 years, the system was streamlined. In another 2 years, the system was obsolete. Thats proof for you right there that every time there is a revelation, technology moves twice as fast.

Now ask yourself a couple of things. What year was Dolly the Sheep cloned? Try and remember the first time you heard a single thought about the electric car. Dolly was 1996. The very first electric car, crude though it was, was invented way back in 1832. Think about how different technology as a whole was back then. 1996 was just a bit over 10 years ago, and think back about how different technology was back then. Fast forward to today. In 96, people had cellphones the size of bricks, and carried pagers. Today, a cellphone does so much shit that you almost forget that the damn thing can call your friends.

We still drive around in cars that are powered by fossil fuels. Everyday life for human beings is indeed terracide. We power our vehicles, and ride around on our daily commutes being powered by the burning blood of the earth, and the byproducts make her sick. We are among an energy crisis in a time years after we have proven that we dont need to use what we need to make energy, to make energy. Why do we still power our oversized cars, our homes, our everything with what we do when we have clearly discovered other ways to do things. Why?

Because we just do what we’re told.

We live by the creed of freedom and opprutunity. We are so all about freedom that we build a huge fence to keep our neighbors out of our free country. We are so all about freedom that you cant say what you want about our leader without being completely blacklisted and basically dissappearing. We are so all about freedom that you have to drink up that flouride in your tap water without having a choice to -not- have it in your tap water. You want clean water? Go pay for it. They keep it in bottles and tell you its pure. I’ll be god damned if I believe even for a second that Aquafina or whatever choice of bottled water you make is pure water. If I want pure water all that bad I’ll drink it distilled.

Take a second and read that evian label from right to left. What word is that again? They’re poking fun at you because you wont take those two seconds to actually USE that grey matter in between your ears.

All because we just do what we’re told.

What we need is another renissance. Another wave of great thinkers. When’s the last time someone was revered because they were THAT smart? Because they were THAT wise. Its something that we read about in history books but theres nothing tangible there for us to fall back on. No more innovation in the way of the world. We are gripped, suffocated by shroud of censorship. We are killed when we know too much. Why is it that information in any form ends up classified. What is it that we dont know that we probably should. Why are things kept from us just because it is assumed that we “just dont need to know”

More importantly why dont we do something about it?

We just do what we’re told. Nothing more.